Monday, November 4, 2013

Sometimes I Wish... by Nathaniel Adam Briggs - Heart Complaints

sometimes i wish you were around me,
because you listened
sometimes i wish you were here,
to look at me with empty eyes

sometimes i wish you were inside,
to quell the daily
sometimes i wish,
you never left 

this christmas theres not hippotopmesses
but within your face im simply missenes
the one
the feeling 
the you that i witness

so simple the looks are
of yours that make me

so amazining the ways i feel
sometimes when you are, just you

with closed eyes I feel you
escape never please upon they open

i watched you sleep last christmas
it kills me now to see you not

by Nathaniel Adam Briggs - Heart Complaint by Nathaniel Adam Briggs by Nathaniel Adam Briggs

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Tuesday, October 22, 2013

Beating Deep Inside... by Nathaniel Adam Briggs - Heart Complaints

beating deep inside me
lays an empty heart with you gone
now only with memory
i must go on

i remember every embrace
and every smile that lit up your face
not one moment goes by
without you

so many days have lingered on
with only me singing you this song
hoping you would come to see
what you mean to me

no matter if i say i do
i know you're gone and we're through
still my heart calls for you
it's true

does the heart lie or is it dumb
or just something that misses someone
can you tell me baby
what to see

tell my heart we are through
tell it that it means not to you
cant you see who i am
a loving man

still no words can i combine
even though i still seek to find
to define what you meant to me
all of me

never will this heart of mine
rest easy without you by my side
just sleepless nights abound
with you not around

by Nathaniel Adam Briggs - Heart Complaints

So Much Time... by Nathaniel Adam Briggs - Heart Complaints

So much time has passed between us
So many things to make us furious
Yet through it all my heart still gives
And no matter what inside you'll live

While we both know that its true
I lost myself while holding onto you
Everytime you said just wait patiently
I held my breath in hopes we'd be

I dont know what to make of all this
You were the one for which I've wished
These dreams now I know wont ever be
But I wanted so badly, you and me

I dont know all about you
But I so wanted to
You became my hopes and you filled my dreams
The one who fit so perfectly

Never in my life have I slept so well,
Then next to you where ever we fell,
I whispered to the camera I'd marry you,
something I wished one day to come true,

I should have followed my heart
Back when this whole thing did start
I could say maybes all damn day
But in the end a choice you made

I think back and cant believe
All the things I did to you baby
Mend them all I know that I cant
I tried so hard and you know that

I wish the scars that we both share
Weren't from the pain we both did bear
Take it all away I'd die to do
And by now you must know it's true...

I remember every embrace,
I recall all the smiles upon your face,
I can see the way you'd look at me,
So many memories go on endlessly...

I felt so sure that I'd found the one... But what was now..undone... 

by Nathaniel Adam Briggs - Heart Complaints

You Know That... by Nathaniel Adam Briggs - Heart Complaints

you know that i am for real
with our first kiss you did feel
so incredible was every look
from the first thats all it took
with one breath you filled me
with more than i ever could see
simple words are all that come
because never did i meet the one
speechless for once i've become
not until you did i feel i should run
as you came to light i felt fright
because everything in you was so right
lost i became in your presence
and with that i became a nuisance
me i was not with you by my side
only hoped that it would soon subside
i cannot describe what you've done
say can i only that you are my sun 

by Nathaniel Adam Briggs - Heart Complaints

Silence Broken Only... by Nathaniel Adam Briggs - Heart Complaints

silence broken only with your chant
never to your body will mine say can't

slowly tracing your curves are my lips
from your body i take countless sips

your fingers travel gently through my hair
as mine discover what you like where

sleep this night will both of us never
just sweat and motion wrapped in pleasure

by Nathaniel Adam Briggs - Heart Complaints